Desire......

Desires.....well just like these multiple dots...desires are endless....a symmetry is followed with one desire leading to another. Worse part, sometimes we do desire something but get something else. Thats what someone stated as " want want no get and get get no want". Its too difficult to suffice ourselves with 'get get no want' which comes in our way to make us realize how desparately we want something else and not this!!!

Whats to be done here....m at a fix..the answer mite be.. that if i start enjoying the so called get get no want may be it would help in coping with want want no get..:)...and surely these desire dots in the image behave like black holes reminding me of the life sucked into these dots making us want more n more leaving things hazy...desire is a crazy but truth of life and controlling black hole's amazing power is an ordeal...Hope to control it soon...:)

NASA amazing pic...

http://apod.nasa.gov/apod/ap100929.html

Satisfaction or No satisfaction?

Hmmm....is satisfaction guaranteed?? well a state of mind again!!
A small task accomplished can change the outlook of the whole scenario from optimistic to pessimistic n vice versa...

I mite struggle day n night for a thing which cud be inconspicuous enough to frustrate me but at the end of the day if that works...hoooray!...nothing like it...

Well we keep searching for a moment, a minute, a day, a year or probably years f r lives to feel satisfied but who knws it just came in n went away without ringing a bell n u cudnt grab it!! so...d philosophy...Try seeing the level of satisfaction u were craving for carefully b'coz it mite be transient but can be captured if cautious..n don't be too complacent not  to invite it again in your life as u mite loose all focus to achieve...:)

Inspirations around....:)

sit n think here or be blank about ur future..whatever!!

Inspiration rite in my room ;)

So called workbench, should inspire..:)

Path called Darwin Path meant to think while you walk but i end up walking faster.. than my mind does :)

Changes or hidden desires!!

Well after entering so called mysterious world of PhD..suddenly a feeling of freedom had set in in a very dominant fashion n before it was to die down, I thought "why not get a tattoo done!!..although a permanent one would require a lot of courage n thinking, a temp one was more welcoming so just jumped into it n got it done...see the courage to wear a tee called 'boys no way" with a tattoo on a Monday morning was quite a thing for ME!

Hmm, I wouldn't say i have changed but probably a lot of hidden desires are worth fulfilling when many things around seem NULL...lil experimentation keeps u Healthy :)....The idea of momentary but satisfying deeds have become inevitable off late n changes in many things are worth implementing...anyway its with a sense of 'No gain no loss'...
 

Expect the unexpected...

Expectations always come as a surprise from others, directly hiiting us right at the heart and mind starts running at the speed of say a hundred n twenty kms/hr to jus reach that!!  We too expect a lot from ourselves n thats not a bad thing coz all f us have to grow...
But matters become worse when we expect a lot from the other side creating a 'havoc' when the balance between two sides expecting a lot from each other is just not right. Well think about unexpected things happening in our lives..now they usually make us happy or at least leave us surprised in a better way. Probably teach us many emotions, a feel of a thing, a feeling that everything is so relative around and we just don't have to keep judging things and ruin the moments!!
Ah! bottom line is probably its not a good idea to always run from unexpected  things rather embrace all the memories created by mind and cherished by heart...Helps building a better and bright side of the so called monotonous LIFE.

Incompatibility....

Judging people and incompatibility issues are quite common in work fields and in personal life too. Is is possible to be good to all n expect least from them in terms of encouragement and at least professional courtesy??

Well it becomes so tough at times when you try seeing a positive aspect in a human being and try to cling to it for the sake of keeping things the right way but....the other side is so busy calculating your negativity and flaws or at least try seeing it even if it doesn't exist, it turns out to be so sour a thing to gulp. But i have seen individuals, rather called proper sadists who can smile and keep the conversation going but always with a dagger to stab you anytime, given an option ...hmm...bad thing... 
All my years i have walked on this earth, i fail to gather the faintest idea bout how to cope with such people and be calm as i am always!!

Best thing is "IGNORE" but doesn't work instantly...What would be the state of mind when you just can't tolerate a thing as "you" being a human and surrounded by multiple confusions in life n want to see things simple... U just want to scream out Loud...."LIVE n LET LIVE".....ah..feel better.

Mixed Emotions.....

Is it possible that our mood changes with the season....???


Well probably it does for me. Rain is supposed to be romantic n nice but i have a mixed feeling associated with it. Raining wen u r inside your room is coool but not wen u need to walk out or work...
The moment i see sunny but windy day, sparkling naive leaves, absolutely bright green...ah! then i feel romantic..:) may be quite opposing although to the general notion of rain dance and happiness..:)

coming to mixed emotions these dayz, there has been a tug of war between mind n heart n no one seems to win the battle making life lil complicated but yes choice to be made by me..who else ...Jus keep working n imagining f a bright day without the burden of an umbrella on top f ur HEAD...n keep the romantic thots away...:)

Sounds much better...n stable...yippeee...

DRY WATER!!

http://www.physorg.com/news201957650.html

Microbes helping in clearing out oil spils...

http://www.scientificamerican.com/slideshow.cfm?id=gulf-oil-eating-microbes-slide-show

Fires in Brazil

Fires in Brazil

NASA picture of the day

http://apod.nasa.gov/apod/ap100821.html

something from new scientist........

http://bit.ly/9U9bSc

Love this..

My reflection...

Its been long that i have seen you smile,
the way flowers bloom and welcome a new origin
its been hard to hear you weep,
at the corner of your lonely bed 
I know you long for someone who could reach your heart,
wipe the tears from your face
but life is harsh and so are you on yourself.
I realise that you are my reflection 
and i can imbibe the pain.. 
but i choose not to cry but wait,
till the dawn.
I still hope that you would smile someday,
be the same lovely one and learn 
to keep your agony at bay...

Intuition...well we all are entangled in the world of science and technologies...


The smartness is rather judged by how much tech savvy a person is n how fast can u handle the bug called internet!! well in such a situation...how many of us have actually realized that there is something called intuition which plays a very imp role in our day to day lives n we don't even feel it...why would u take n umbrella wen u cud just go without it...coz u just felt that it mite rain...n lets b safe!!

Funny thing n we can explain it by consolidated alertness of r brain may be but feel its beyond imagination as to how it works...whatever..maintains a good balance between a realistic n intuitive n virtual thinking i guess :)

unexpected breaks are always fun..:)

hmm...read it...

http://richarddawkins.net/articles/499608-the-shroud-of-retraction-virology-journal-withdraws-paper-about-whether-christ-cured-a-woman-with-flu

Brain works more like internet than 'top down' company...

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/science-environment-10925841

When i get up n see such a beautiful n clear sky in the morning, can't stop taking a pic wothout bothering about the megapixels in my camera !!!...a view from my balcony.:)

Sometimes taking a break is fun n worth.....

Less work n lil more fun..

sometimes half a day goes with a feeling of guilt as you have not done significant work to tire yourself and think...oh wat n utter waste of time but then there is realization that u never had enery to do anything but only think!!...a lil outing helps to feel much better and positive..datz wat happened yesterday..:)

Saturation of everything...!!

Well everything is getting saturated day by day...be it personal or professional. Now its a struggle to keep things moving and feel the real dynamic environment around...

Even if its something i really loved doing or someone i really loved talking to or even for that matter messaging...they all become a mundane thing at the end...
Feel kinda guilt for some reason, may be because  there is so much of excitement for things and fade out after a while...is it natural or m i at fault...hmmm sigh!!
Shouldn't be thinking so much, rather act n leave the rest... 

Rainbow isn't very far.....

Hey...it was amazing a feeling today to watch a complete rainbow so close and even fade after sometime....

Makes me think that rainbow has a strange origin...when its raining and sunny too!!!
Wow a correlation to life again!!...we get to see rainbow as in multiple colors in our lives when we least expect them and have struggled for it like rainy days....and its a result of that turmoil which we get to see as a rainbow, may be for a while but gives immense joy to forget the bad times....hmmm...now thats great a feeling again...

IMAGINATION RULES...: Life and emotions...

IMAGINATION RULES...: Life and emotions...: "When we were born, we never ever imagined that life would be so spectacular at various points....sometimes so predictable and sometimes abso..."

Life and emotions...

When we were born, we never ever imagined that life would be so spectacular at various points....sometimes so predictable and sometimes absolutely a mystery box!!!

But actually  the element of mystery is what keeps us alive....just like we all say everything is fair in love and war...i think everything is fair in finding love and fighting for a great and meaningful life as if in a war!!

The essence of everything is fueled by our emotions which is surely uncontrollable many a times and decisive to a certain extent when we want to control them at our will.....tricky matter...lets make our life easy for ourselves to figure out and a little complex for others to scratch their head and keep the enigma alive......