Aadi, as the conception of a child, a thought, an emotion or renunciation has governed my life and in-turn my soul. It acts like you who appears in many forms, as my past, my present and I am sure will be evident in future too. Nirvikara is also brought about you sometimes. It becomes heavy on me, very heavy on my eyes and heavier on my heart too. I feel the Aadi of constancy is equally important as Aadi itself, for it makes me realize that I need to move with time, Nirvikara might take away all that I have and I should go for the change, listen to that voice of yours, even though its faint.
Oh! Aadi, I can never underestimate your power whatever happens in my life, as you have in your randomness brought about an order like never before. An order so envious that I can kill myself when I look at my reflection, so strong and invincible. You have inculcated the power in me.. to weep inside and still carry a smile when needed, more often than not. I am grateful that you are my Aadi and tomorrow you can be someone else's too but nothing will change...I will still be grateful and sometimes be like a sweet friend, a lover and a guardian. I connect to you and hence to my Anth (end) too. You don't have to remind me of the Anth as for me, Aadi is life and only you can bring about the Anth. That's the Nirvikara in my thought process and at the same time that's the change bringing about significant evolution in me too.
I thank you for being there as a reason for my existence and so called Life.
