Divinity through My Senses...

Divinity- a personification, a strength or a faith in supernatural is perceived through various senses including the most powerful one, the sixth sense.
The aura of something to be experienced as divine can vary from an individual to another as the senses of each one stands significant for his/her own perception. The expression of it might be as skillful as a memorable speech or as powerful as the SILENCE itself.

Divinity through my eyes is  that tear drop which flows unexpectedly in a subconscious environment, a peaceful mind gives birth to a mere drop which engulfs all the expressions of the moment and just flows.
A temple, for instance doesn't attract me because of the religion per se but most likely because it is the place where some senses are so active to conglomerate my feelings and gather faith in a power much more than religion. 

Beauty and the vision behind the exploration of it and the meaning of its existence is equally divine. An interchangeable relation that beauty shares with Love, Life and Happiness is unquestionable. The goal of life and the sustenance of love, create an unusual sense which I find it arduous to even sense or categorise among any senses.

It might not be that I can write about divinity and explain it to myself whether or not it exists within me, but it surely is a form of expression and a feeling rather strong to let me clear my eyes to see what I should be seeing and a purity of thought leading towards the unexpected which stands on the way as I move ahead.
"Krishna is divine as it is a culmination of Spiritualism and Materialism". My existence with this belief is an answer to divinity.

Surrender..to?

Living the life of a child, without apprehensions or premonitions seems like a Surrender to Me. But a retrograde evolution of those emotions like that of a child, being an adult is a realization in itself.
The world around me seems to suffer with varied emotions, expectations, weakness and hypocrisy. At the same time it also exemplifies people with serenity, peace and the child-like surrender. Its a culmination of the conflicts as well as strength. 
Surrender, to me is an act of acceptance of situation, phases or an individual in the light of the context and philosophy behind each of them. You might get slapped on your face hard enough by life, its ordeals, your own foolishness but it would take courage to stand up and face another slap. Then, it would not matter as to how bad was the whole thing but the only perception which will matter is..'I survived'..and the joy you get from the idea is quite Child-like, not childish..
It should not be confused or related to being submissive, its rather a BIG  step towards a stand that YOU being Self-Centred can still surrender or can share a mutual relation with someone against all odds. Its a virtue to look at the glass every time and say, "its half filled because I drank the rest and it was worth it, I will fill it again and Drink it again till I exist"...
So, life seems to be beautiful with surrender to self, to your loved ones and to the Power or faith you have for the unseen, the nature around...its a new lesson to inculcate and imbibe the freshness of one's feelings...something like a kid. 

Being urself..and being Happy..

The Importance of being Happy is only understood when you decipher the meaning or the state of something called ...'Happiness'. Like it is said that it can't be just an achievement but a PURSUIT ..an act, an effort to actually feel the 'effortlessness' which according to me is happiness. An encounter with a bubbly kid, a soft blow of wind which just touches your face through your soft hair, a naughty thought, a naughty person ..bla bla..list goes on...not a long list though..:)..

They are effortless, but what you and I have been doing, is putting lots of effort in feeling that in our daily lives about work, relations with self and others, coping with peoples expectations and ultimately blasting out by the overdose of such mundane thoughts and efforts. 

So, what you need to do at least, is to keep getting reminded of your own-self and your behavior towards certain people, towards the environment and yourself. That could surely develop some strength to be conscious of you being Your original untouched SELF and not influenced or manipulated by anything or anyone.

The pursuit of happiness can then begin or can be visible enough for you to vaguely go for it...follow the purity, the sanity of its existence among all CHAOS in life. Then can you laugh at everything or nothing effortlessly, beautifully and happily.

Fear Vs Strength

It might sound absurd to talk about fear and strength at the same time and even trying to define them at a similar level but it seems quite intriguing the more you go deep.
Now one can always contemplate as to HOW deep?

 Well to be safe, lets say 'its relative'..
But fear is always something which we run away from and strength is what we always crave for. In a greater scale both of them start culminating, as FEAR in its true sense should actually make a human stronger to tackle it and too much of STRENGTH brings in fear of falling!..
Oh! so it again feels like a circle..ugly vicious one..I know everything in Life can be defined through vicious circles..

The key in realizing this culmination lies in the fact that one has to be aware if one is experiencing fear due to the strength itself or its a fear of achieving and loosing out on things, people and more importantly on your 'self'. If that intuitive power is being perceived well, then can one locate the point where both fear and strength merge. Interesting as it sounds but Maddening as it needs to be imbibed..!

BEEN there DONE not all that ...so trying...:)

All this while I was wondering that I was following a pattern and it seemed that I was somehow sailing with time, thought it would be better and I would easily follow it in future as I have always been ...but whoosh...everything seems to be actually Chaotic and I am the one who has been searching for ORDER in CHAOS...true it is as true as my identity. This simple fact that things, people and places change was always there in the mind but never reached the consciousness of it that its so true!

When I say been there and not done all that , I mean i have understood some through being in situations and In most cases its been mere observation which has rendered the wisdom but I need to experience to put forward MY view...
It might sound egoistic, rather Centered opinion but I am quite comfortable with it. Recent past has blown my mind in various field...personal, Professional and even Intellectual...feel blessed to have experienced all that and thankful to someone or some power within me..that I have survived..


The essence of belief and expression, the reality of man, its virtues and vice, the pinch of retaliation, the aim of renunciation and the Power of emotion, everything seems to be like UNIVERSE ...a conglomeration of My Mind and heart with the ever growing mystery of LIFE..