Confessions to My Diary....

A million eyes to watch, a thousand shoulders to cry

Many great to talk, but I feel lost

Don’t know why...

A smile so painful on my face, tears easy to find

Trying to be happy but not worth a try...

A meaning so obvious, of the gestures I see

 I still need to run and hide from them,

As you are the one who would bid me good bye...

I was the same and I will be, even if you are gone

I’ll never let my spirit ruin my life,

Till I die!

It’s been long that I have seen you smile,

The way flowers bloom and welcome a new day

It’s been hard to hear you weep,

 At the corner of your lonely bed...

I know you long for someone

Who could reach your heart, wipe your tears

But life is harsh and so are you on yourself!

I realize that you are my reflection

And I can imbibe the pain...

I choose not to cry but wait till the dawn,

I still hope that you would smile someday...

Be lovely and gay